Courage, bolder, daring.

I should really being to let go and start loving. It seems more like I'm the one still clinging on to the currently non-salvaged dead already broken relationship with totally no communication throughout the few months together which made me partical mad and insane due to the stillness when we meet up and just sweet talks through text like "love ya" Yes I love you, but it's too late to even say it. So let's just say I loved you and which you would tell me through texts rather than verbal. I just need the sense if security that I am really with you and really know you. Thinking back, I don't really know you well at all!! Don't even know much about you. This relationship seemed to be like a fruit harvested too early, causing it to wither. I'm just depressed over the fact that texts from you was able to cheer me up as though you just kissed me and whisper it softly in my ears? However none of it happened. I really wished that back then, I was more ready for everything. Now it's just the making sure I let go? I really wana see you again face-to-face to confirm my feelings. How I will react. I know I'm selfish, and you are the only one, the only person who can melt my heart even after I have left it in the freezer for a decade.

I should be more daring. need the courage. I'm hungry. Food please :)

Qi Han.