That's me, one of the random shots I took because I was in the camwhore mood.


I like it! Like funny lar, suddenly phone ring, received an MMS. Went to view it and hah-ahhh!!

Hokkien mee. LOL.

Went to his house yesterday (26/10/10), his family super open, very friendly. Haha.
The atmosphere in his house just feels so warm, so comfortable! Haha. And that's why everybody always says that "home is the best place to return to." I believe that this sentence is true, cause I feel the same way too, like after a day of shopping, the place that I feel at ease to recharge myself is of course, home. So sweet, so warm.


Training for the past two days, was fun, and I get my pay just by sitting /standing through the class/ lesson. Haha.

First trainingwas POS training, we learn how to use the cashier.
Mixed experience.
(+) I learned how to use the POS, was great, and it's user-friendly!
(+) Get paid to learn ^^
(-) Felt dizzy towards the end of the lesson. Ok, the feelin is freaky. I suddenly felt a shock at my chest, and within a few minutes, my vission became blur to the extend that I can't see any clours, all I see is bright piercing sliver. All I can make up are just fine lines of the objects infront of me. My hearing also became so blurred it felt like the instructor is speaking through a soft mike. It's like as though you've been ripped off your sense of hearing and sight.
(-) I missed out what happened towards the end because of me feeling unwell, I went to the washroom, and when I'm back, my mind was half-conscious, while my body just tried to stay alert.

Felt kind of pissed that this had happened at this time. Inappropriate timing. I rather this happened when I'm at home idling! Hope and Pray that this incident would not happen till the end of my current work attachment.

I assumed that this had happened because I skipped my lunch and consumed little water in the morning. So, I caused this to befall on me. thank you I suck for this. zz.

After training, I went to meet my goodluck charm! Hahaa! When he is around, my flu just disappeared, and I just feel secure and relaxed with him around.

There's this feeling I felt last year in class, was that I feel so reassured and proteced, as though someone is waching over me. That feel emits strongly when I am seated at my original position in class, at the back surrounded by people whom I am not close with. Everytime when I am seated there, I don't feel pressurized, like how normal girls feel. Instead, I felt relaxed :)

When I walk out of the classroom as we were 'asked' to leave if we do not want to pay attention in class, I felt a pair of eyes looking at me as I walk out by the front door with my friends. Of course the entire class looked over, but that pair of eyes just caught my attention. Me and my friends ended up walking around the school, buying food back to eat outside class by the stairs.

Back to topic, I went over to his house to celebrate his mother's birthday. Played Wii, Super fun, then dinner, followed by cake^^
Feeling the undisrupted heartbeat, and deep breaths at the same time as me. Wow, so synchronized. Just can't contain the joy, like have to share it? But I feel better sharing it here since nobody knows this blog? I hope? I guess?


Today's training (27/10/10), was fun! It's called 'Lend-a-hand' training, about customer service. A lot of theory, and hi talking. After the break and my 3 cups of Green tea, everyone feel refreshed, and started socialising with each other. So much for the complete silence for 30 minutes plus? Reach the training center late. =X But thankfully, we were not scolded for it. Infact, the instructor welcomed us in and just asked us to proceed to a table with two seats available. Haha. He was teaching about polite customer service, and also about their exchange policy, and how you communicate with the customers.

Like what happens it your customers' credt card transaction did not go through smoothly for the first time?
-> Sorry sir/ madam, the transaction was not smooth, can I try again?
If it still fails?
-> Sorry, your transaction is not transitted successfully. Would you like to pay with another card or by cash or NETs?
*We are supposed to return the card/ chang and recipt using two hands, Thank the person and ask them to come again. Haha. Imagine me saying all this polite stuffs. Hard?

I'm going to read through the handout tomorrow moning for a slight refresh, then meet up with friends to find a job for the coming SITEX. I'm just trying to gain experience. Haha, not intending to join popular? Haha, paiseh ar!!

Had Superdog at whitesands with Tatjna. Haha, she watched me eat. xD And we were stuck in there about an hour or so? Thanks to me? It's cold. Super cold with an ice-cream.


Probably more updates in my main blog? http://cottonairbulb.blogspot.com/

Wrote crap here because I know it's a dead blog.

After the entire afternoon of going high, I'm tired. Haha.

Exams finally over, dam shiock uh!
Last paper, which is today was POA. Principles of accounting. Given 5 multi-column paper for paper 2, and I spent 3 minutes wondering where do draw the middle line. The line which divides the debit and credit side.

Went high firstly, because POA paper seemed easy to me, and secondly, exams are offically over! Going to celebrate it with friends the next few days? Haha!

Now, that I'm so free, such that I can fall asleep anytime, anyday, go drinking anytime, anyday, go for a slumber party, whatever it is. Because my schedue is just so free I feel uneasy. It's like in the past, there's always a voice beside me telling me to study, and now, that exams are over, I'm stoning.. Nothing to do. Guess I should just get a job somewhere to occupy my time. Job, ok. WHAT JOB?!?! NEH-NEH-SAI!

no idea, clueless. Eh, just idling for a day is enough to kill me! Bored already.
Peolpe says "Omg, this paper is so difficult such that it could kill me!"
Now I say "OMG, I'M SO BORED SUCH THAT THIS BOREDOM IS FAR ENOUGH TO KILL ME!"

See, extream case -.-"

Everyone is studying except me. Maybe it's the time for me to make up for the loss sleep. My eye bags are getting bigger and I've got puffy eyes yesterday =.=" Not that I cried or something, it just naturally became puffy.

Ok, enough eggazaration on how bored my life is. Now it's update time.



I've got a boyfriend. yes, This time it's real. He's just so sweet :)
Hr said that he would leave 5 nuggets for me as snack yesterday, and he gave me 5 + 1 nuggets with one curry sauce. Haha.

Ok, in the first place since when did I ever announce in my blog that I had a boyfriend before?

here's my dirty history about boyfriends:
I had boyfriends last time, but it's all me playing and cheating.
Call me a playgirl, whatever, I don't care, because that was IN THE PAST. It's called truths hidden between lies.
Just Because those are just internet guys, desperate to get a girlfriend to show-off to their friends, I played along. Made up a whole chunk of crappy lies, and their thinking are just so readable that I can predict their next movement, like what they'll say on the phone, the tone, lala, I don't care.
They go spamming at random girls "I love yous" with an 's' behind. Not only that, they start announcing that who and who is their gf in the virtual world, and flirts around with other girls too. 'Smart' people =.=" I witnessed it, and played along too. LOL

So everyone in the virtual world are just playgirl and playboy in disguise?? Not really, cause only a small number is true. I bet it's only about 5%?!

Not so sure about it, because what I've said is based mainly on year 2008, which is when I was in secondary two. Back then, I was very attached to the virtual world, a noob asshole, an anti-social dimwit who goes online to play lame games everyday.

Left the virtual world, and now, I'm just a random visitor in teh virtual world. Popping in and out randomly, with different identities.


I also had a boyfriend when I was in secondary 1. Ok, that's following the crowd. At that time, the whole school population is dating, and normal idiots like me follow the crowd which I so deeply regretted it. How foolish. I even planned a 'breakup' date and leave the dirty work to my friends. Sorry about that :(
That guy whom I played with somehow is my normal friend, we hi whenever we meet. Like just a fast catch up on how we are doing, like "How's school?" and all.

That's all about my dirty history >.<

Now, it's just plain happiness. He says that he is not good enough for me?, But I think it's the other way round. In all ways, I seemed to be inferior, like social life, IQ level, etc.
Ok, I think I've thought of what to call him :) Feel so complete <3


idling =.=