Wednesday, December 29, 2010

29 December 2010

Cheerful, delighted, what other word can be used to describe the word happy?

Went out with him and had a great time. haha! Watched Hello Stranger too, really good show, RECOMMENDED!! It's a romantic comedy.





the original singer.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I decided not to reply because it seemed to be meaningless.

I let my thoughts out through writing or drawing, but I still sucked at it. Look at my broken improper English? You've seen my average drawing before right? That's not the point. Now, everything feels so emotional! It's like what's supposed to be standing is wavering?

I've got no idea what I am feeling, what I am thinking, and this annoys me. So now I'm just pissed at myself? fucked up.

It's like when I'm with you, I've become a numb silent, person. The shy side. It's weird, when I try to open my mouth, nothing seems to be coming out, but there's this tiny secure feeling that emitting within you that makes me attracted.

Somehow odd, and I also realized that I don't usually share my woes. All I do is to ask around questions and eventually get my solution to what's wrong.

So the entire year of "don't care" and "none of my business" caused me to be an emotionless person and in the middle of the year, some random person text me out of "boredom" and now it's like this.

What is this? fated? coincidence? or what?

After the flower got plucked out, it was left in the pot to grow on it's own. Plants do have feelings! Showering them with love also promotes healthier growth for them. The bee got so busy that it only visits the flower once a month? Will it's memories fade away? or be saved?

There's this sour squeeze inside that comes and goes as it please. What's up with it? Numbing it again. It's time to slowly let it out. Share the nectar!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Past to Present injuries. Future?

yup, here again, to complaint all about my carelessness. It sucks injuring the same place repeatedly.

Few years ago, I trip over the grass, or maybe it's the uneven ground, and I twist my left leg. Went to some Chinese sensei, and he seriously gave no mercy.. TWIST... He seriously twist back, press the place that hurts, then massage my leg. Haha! It's perfectly healed and..

This year around September, Elias McDonald's was my 'second home', because I always meet up with my friend/s to study. 'Study' and play. Haha! Made through 'N' levels, now waiting for my results to be out which is in 6 days (as heard).

Since Elias was my second home during period, it's normal for the inhabitant to explore their surrounding! LOL?! (crazy selection of words) Anyways, while I was walking halfway, going down the step to the road, I twist my right leg and fall. WTF.. Ok, so there's obviously blood, and now it's a scar, and the worst of best thing is that I think I have an internal injury. Having no time, and being to lazy to seek immediate treatment, I waited, and about a month later after the incident, it does not hurt as much as it was. So I assumed that it was healed. Yeah, and now when I press one spot of my right leg, it hurts like hell, and when I leave my right leg at a certain position for a long time, it hurts too. This is the results of not seeking immediate treatment, or ASSUMING. Next time, confirmation is the best solution to everything.

Today, super careless incident. My lesson learnt was never to drink, text, and walk at the same time. I'm not a very good multi-task person, and I deduce that the most that I can handle was two task at the same time. walk, text, drink, did not see where I was going and BOOM.. Twist my left leg thanks to this low level drain. At first there's this numb feeling, like my leg just won't move. This brain of mine managed to persuade my upper leg to move a few steps away from where I was to the lift lobby. Massage a bit, and thankfully was able to reach home. Now I'm hoping like mad that this pain is just a temporarily thing. If the condition is still the same, I'll probably ask my father to bring me for a check up, on BOTH LEGS. That way, it'll probably avoid future weird duno-what thing. I guess you understand what I meant, too bad if you don't cause I just can't find the right word.

Hahaaha.


Next week learning the floor part. haha! I call it the fall-down part. LOL.


Learn this dance quite some time back. Quite a number of freestyles. Like the intro and somewhere around the middle. Haha! Fun!