So fustrating! I once knew how to slove those craps, and now, nothing can be done. It's like beyong hope, and it's as though that whole shitload crap was just introduced to me.

Having this shattering heartache feeling, i've probably felt it once in a blue moon. I should be happy, that I at least know that my emotional side is still alive, but upset that this feeling just crushes everything, and anything available.

It's horrible to know that everything I have done in the past somehow went missing 0_0. It's like I've got a mental brain-wash, and apparently, I can't do anything. Fucked-up life.

Chest beating, hard, like being blasted with stero speakers right in my face, but that's all an illusion. Actual fact, it's me.

Sigh, need to buck up, wake up, and leave this, my self-denial world.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZQYg0vjLxE&feature=related


Found of this music. Filled with emotions. haha!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MAHhxdcIxCQ&feature=related


Usually the person playing would get broed from the introduction since it's just repeating the same keys over, but I feel that it's a challenge because it tests your patience, and also shows your determination to complete this piece which will be packed with your thoughts about this music. haha!

:)