Tuesday, March 29, 2011

So fustrating! I once knew how to slove those craps, and now, nothing can be done. It's like beyong hope, and it's as though that whole shitload crap was just introduced to me.

Having this shattering heartache feeling, i've probably felt it once in a blue moon. I should be happy, that I at least know that my emotional side is still alive, but upset that this feeling just crushes everything, and anything available.

It's horrible to know that everything I have done in the past somehow went missing 0_0. It's like I've got a mental brain-wash, and apparently, I can't do anything. Fucked-up life.

Chest beating, hard, like being blasted with stero speakers right in my face, but that's all an illusion. Actual fact, it's me.

Sigh, need to buck up, wake up, and leave this, my self-denial world.