I decided not to reply because it seemed to be meaningless.

I let my thoughts out through writing or drawing, but I still sucked at it. Look at my broken improper English? You've seen my average drawing before right? That's not the point. Now, everything feels so emotional! It's like what's supposed to be standing is wavering?

I've got no idea what I am feeling, what I am thinking, and this annoys me. So now I'm just pissed at myself? fucked up.

It's like when I'm with you, I've become a numb silent, person. The shy side. It's weird, when I try to open my mouth, nothing seems to be coming out, but there's this tiny secure feeling that emitting within you that makes me attracted.

Somehow odd, and I also realized that I don't usually share my woes. All I do is to ask around questions and eventually get my solution to what's wrong.

So the entire year of "don't care" and "none of my business" caused me to be an emotionless person and in the middle of the year, some random person text me out of "boredom" and now it's like this.

What is this? fated? coincidence? or what?

After the flower got plucked out, it was left in the pot to grow on it's own. Plants do have feelings! Showering them with love also promotes healthier growth for them. The bee got so busy that it only visits the flower once a month? Will it's memories fade away? or be saved?

There's this sour squeeze inside that comes and goes as it please. What's up with it? Numbing it again. It's time to slowly let it out. Share the nectar!